Un Amour m'attend

Ce qui se passera de l'autre côté, quand tout pour moi auras basculé dans l'éternité, je ne le sais pas. Je crois, je crois seulement qu'un amour m'attend.

Je sais qu'alors il me faudra faire, pauvre et sans poids, le bilan de moi. Mais je ne pense pas que je désespère. Je crois, je crois tellement qu'un amour m'attend.

Ne me parlez pas de gloires, louanges et des bienheureux. Et ne me dites rien non plus des anges. Tout ce que je peux, c'est croire, croire obstinément qu'un amour m'attend.

Maintenant, que mon heure est si proche. Et que dire ... Ok! mais sourire. Ce que j'ai cru, je le croirai plus fort. Au pas de la mort, c'est vers un amour que je descends doucement. Car cet amour m'attend.

Si je meurs, ne pleurez pas. C'est un amour qui me prend. Si j'ai peur et pourquoi pas ? Rappelez-moi simplement qu'un amour m'attend.

Il va m'ouvrir tout entier à sa joie , à sa lumière. Oui, Père finalement je viens vers toi. Dans le vent dont on ne sais pas d'où il vient, ni vers où il va. C'est vers ton amour, ton amour qui m'attend, auquel je me rends.

Sir John's Book

Entrer dans son univers et prenez le temps de le découvrir ce n’est pas toujours simple, mais il est quelqu’un d’authentique qui n’a pas peur de ses opinions et de ses convictions. Il s’agit d’aller plus loin que le côté « rough ou tough » de sa personne en apparence, afin de découvrir ce qui se cache dans son âme.

John - "J’aime ce qui est vrai, sans détour, ni artifice. Je ne recherche rien de particulier, mais tout à la fois, je suis fidèle et sincère. J’aime les gens droits, mais non sans défauts, sinon la vie ne serait pas ce quelle est. "

Who am I ???

How should-I present myself ? The best way, I think, it’s to let things flow by itself or themselves. So here is my try. Male obviously, 45 years of age, 5-11 and ½ and believe me, the half part is important to me lolll. 175-180 lbs and I am a red-head sort off loll. Taurus so it mean’s that in a few months I will be older and hopely more wiser loll.

My enterests lies in few simple things in life. I have 2 kids, a boy and a girl that I love a lot. They are my greatest joy. I am a single Dad but I do thank God or my Creator always for that gift. I value friendship a lot, have not too many friends but the ones I’ve got, I am sure that they will be there for whatever time is left for me to live in this life. I am one of those who know for sure the value of life. Even thow sometimes I find myself into a bitchy mood. Lived a hard life but a real one. Took me a long time to find out who I am realy and what I am made off. But for sure now I know who I am and now I know what I need, want and desire the most in life. I think that I hold strong moral values and try to live by them all the time.

I am a social worker, working mostly with kids, handicaped people and some of those most unfortunate but sick. Sickness been there, got the message and came back. Was handicaped for a lot of years but dont consider myself in that state anymore. I do give a lot to others, listen a lot, give advice a lot and sometimes argue a lot when I feel that I have to defend injustices and maltreatment. In those times I become the most fierce person you may encounter. Because I realy believe that someone has to take stand firmly an react.

I like doing some oil painting when I’ve got time, writing when I’ve got time,
Reading a lot of times but loll what I like the most is to read law-books. I do like to give myself a decor which no other will find anywhere else. So I like painting walls, do some indoor decorating, restor old furniture, it calms my nerves loll. I like to chat but for one purpose only. I am trying to fing the mate, the only one that will matter. I like seeing films, staying at home, cooking. Like flowers and working outside in season. I think that all of this gives you a pretty good idea of who I am.

The only things that I miss the most in my life, is the ones that I loved and went back home from where they came and where one day I will be reunited with them. What I miss also is the one, the mate, the one that will count a lot to me. Is it you ??? Only one way to know. Communicate with me.
I believe, believe and believe a lot in my Creator and the angels around me.