Un jour dans l'imaginaire

J’ai lu et relu ces mots, cette lettre plus de mille fois, J’ai appris les lettres de ton nom, je les ai mélanger et le verbe aimer est apparus, s’est présentés devant moi. Mon ti-loux au yeux de loup. Avant j’avais un avenir maintenant j’ai un destin. On se prépare a m’attaquer et ainsi a deux on pourrais en faire un empire. Tel est mon destin et mon histoire, ma volonté et mon souhait.

La seule faute que j’aurai commise n’auras été que de ne pas croire en ton amitié. La vie n’a jamais été un jeu pour moi. On se dis sans doutes et plusieurs le penses, que j’ai rien a être fier, c’est vrai, je ne suis pas grand chose. Mais ce que je suis c’est tout ce que j’ai. On peut être plus fort que moi, me forcer même, cela m’est bien égal. Tu me feras souffrir un jour, aussi bien commencer maintenant, tout de suite.

Je rêve de pouvoir dire un jour, j’ai tout fait pour cesser de penser a toi. Je ne demande qu’à aimer mais me donner qu’à moitié, je ne peux pas par contre. J’ai envie de dire, tu parle a un homme qui veux tout te donner. J’ai hâte de pouvoir dire, je pense a toi sans répits. Et entendre un jour. Quand je me ferme les yeux, je te vois. Quand je les ouvrent, je te cherche. Dis-moi, comment dois-je faire pour gagner ta confiance et enfin vivre tellement d’étoiles dans ma tête.

Sir John's Book

Entrer dans son univers et prenez le temps de le découvrir ce n’est pas toujours simple, mais il est quelqu’un d’authentique qui n’a pas peur de ses opinions et de ses convictions. Il s’agit d’aller plus loin que le côté « rough ou tough » de sa personne en apparence, afin de découvrir ce qui se cache dans son âme.

John - "J’aime ce qui est vrai, sans détour, ni artifice. Je ne recherche rien de particulier, mais tout à la fois, je suis fidèle et sincère. J’aime les gens droits, mais non sans défauts, sinon la vie ne serait pas ce quelle est. "

Who am I ???

How should-I present myself ? The best way, I think, it’s to let things flow by itself or themselves. So here is my try. Male obviously, 45 years of age, 5-11 and ½ and believe me, the half part is important to me lolll. 175-180 lbs and I am a red-head sort off loll. Taurus so it mean’s that in a few months I will be older and hopely more wiser loll.

My enterests lies in few simple things in life. I have 2 kids, a boy and a girl that I love a lot. They are my greatest joy. I am a single Dad but I do thank God or my Creator always for that gift. I value friendship a lot, have not too many friends but the ones I’ve got, I am sure that they will be there for whatever time is left for me to live in this life. I am one of those who know for sure the value of life. Even thow sometimes I find myself into a bitchy mood. Lived a hard life but a real one. Took me a long time to find out who I am realy and what I am made off. But for sure now I know who I am and now I know what I need, want and desire the most in life. I think that I hold strong moral values and try to live by them all the time.

I am a social worker, working mostly with kids, handicaped people and some of those most unfortunate but sick. Sickness been there, got the message and came back. Was handicaped for a lot of years but dont consider myself in that state anymore. I do give a lot to others, listen a lot, give advice a lot and sometimes argue a lot when I feel that I have to defend injustices and maltreatment. In those times I become the most fierce person you may encounter. Because I realy believe that someone has to take stand firmly an react.

I like doing some oil painting when I’ve got time, writing when I’ve got time,
Reading a lot of times but loll what I like the most is to read law-books. I do like to give myself a decor which no other will find anywhere else. So I like painting walls, do some indoor decorating, restor old furniture, it calms my nerves loll. I like to chat but for one purpose only. I am trying to fing the mate, the only one that will matter. I like seeing films, staying at home, cooking. Like flowers and working outside in season. I think that all of this gives you a pretty good idea of who I am.

The only things that I miss the most in my life, is the ones that I loved and went back home from where they came and where one day I will be reunited with them. What I miss also is the one, the mate, the one that will count a lot to me. Is it you ??? Only one way to know. Communicate with me.
I believe, believe and believe a lot in my Creator and the angels around me.